day 25

Round 2 of 100 days of writing has not been particularly hard hitting or probing. I did plenty of that this spring. I’ve been doing pretty well with Project INAF {I am not a failure). I’m allowing myself to feel the feels… grief, shame, guilt, fear but I’m not internalizing and tearing myself down at every turn.

So that’s good.

But I’m still stuck in frustrating patterns, am struggling to focus, don’t stick to a plan (if I even make one, which is rare).

I like easy to remember dates. Tomorrow is my mom’s birthday the start of a new writing “quarter.” I need to stop spinning and handwringing and take care of what needs taking care of.

That includes going to bed right now even though I could write more.

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